#anyways her whole thing is her future self went back in time to give herself catgirl hrt before she even knew she was trans. which she has

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Falling down the lancer rabbit hole again with a girl who took fucked up catgirl hrt

[jesssssssssica]

how you get the girl mv1

max verstappen was not normally someone who would go to other people for help, seeing as he deems it too embarrassing, expecting himself to be the only person that can fix his problems. 

that’s why when daniel was on the receiving end of a call with max verstappen at midnight on a tuesday, did he find himself shocked.

“i need your help”

“oh hello to you too max.”

“sorry, i just need your hel-”

“yeah, i heard you the first time. anyway you need my help? i thought you were mr independent, a lone wolf?” he chuckles slightly at the end of this question finding this whole situation quite ironic. 

“this isn’t funny dan, i really need your help, i messed up bigtime.” he whimpers, cradling his forehead with his spare hand. 

only now does daniel realise that his friend is truly being serious, having previously thought that the only help he needed was getting into his locked apartment but no it must have been much worse.

daniel quickly clears his throat before questioning,

“what happened max?”

“i broke up with her.”

silence. the air thickens on both sides of the phone, shivers running down the pair's backs. 

“why?”

that’s all daniel can say, knowing that if he were to say anything more he’d find himself getting angry at the issue at hand. in his mind a breakup between y/n and max wasn’t physically possible, they were so in love with each other it was insane. the pair were soulmates and nothing could get between the two which is why even the mention of a break up between the two leaves a sour taste in your mouth. 

“i…” max slowly says, “i don’t know dan. one moment we were on the sofa just talking and then the next we were just shouting and i just got so mad and so i just broke it off and left.” 

“what were you two talking about? it must have been something if it caused such an outrage.” 

“i was talking about y/n giving up her job to join me…” he utters, embarrassed at his past self's words. he knew from previous conversations that y/n would never ever give up her career, having given up so much to put herself where she is right now. 

‘how could i ever think so selfishly?’ max thinks, pulling at his hair, fisting it and scrunching it up as he fights off the tears brewing in his eyes, waiting for daniel. 

safe to say daniel was not very impressed with his friends words, knowing that you had not liked to even think of the idea of leaving your job, it being a big part of your life. 

“max… you know how she feels about that, she’s just afraid that if you ever were to break up then she would just be stuck and as much as she does love you, she just doesn’t want to risk it and plus she loves her job!”

“i know daniel, i know! but i miss her too much and it’s not like i wouldn’t be able to support the bo-”

“max! you have to learn that y/n wants to be known as y/n not max verstappen's girlfriend, which already happens when you’re apart. what do you think would happen if she went with you hmm?”

it’s as if time has repeated itself as once again the call goes silent.

“i just love her too much to not be around her all the time. it’s as if i can only live when she’s around, and it’s probably true. y’know my mum told me that she’s never seen me as happy as she did when i was y/n, claiming that when she was in the toilet i wasn’t wearing the same smile i was when she got back. i know that she’s my future dan, my world and now i’ve gone and messed it up just like everything else. when i told her that this wasn’t going to work, i swear the look she gave me made me regret everything and yet i just stood there, looking adamant at my decision. even as she packed her things i said nothing, i watched her go and did nothing. who does that to the person they love? who just lets them go so easily and doesn’t fight for it? i need her back daniel but surely she won’t let me back into her heart when i’ve only just broken it.”

by the end of max’s ramble, daniel is sure he hears a few sniffles, though he’s not sure if it’s from him or max. 

“i’ll help you max.”

—

the very next morning, max is woken from his broken sleep by relentless knocks on his door, followed by the shouts of,

“max!” “let me in!” 

“what are you doing here daniel?”

daniel, doesn’t reply, instead reaching into his bag and tossing out a booklet. 

How to get the girl by daniel ricciardo 

“since the call last night, i’ve been making this guide on how to get y/n back and i swear if you follow these steps, then all will be good.” 

“oh really? this is what’ll take to get y/n back yeah? just a few simple steps?”

“well if you read it then you’d know what these ‘simple steps’ were.”

step one - go to her (preferably in the pouring rain)

so he does. 

‘stupid daniel’ max thinks, shivering in cold and dreary rain, waiting anxiously for you to open the door.

“hell- oh max. what are you doing here, it’s tipping down? are you insane?”

“i missed you.” is all max can say.

“you miss me? you broke up with me and then you have the audacity to say that you miss me?”

“i didn’t mean it y/n, i just really wanted you to come with me because i love you too much to live without me-”

“hang on, you’re saying that you wouldn’t be able to live without me and yet you did the only thing which meant i wasn’t in your life. max, you could’ve just let our life continue on as normal and then you would still have me but you didn’t.”

“y/n i’m a mess without you and i am so sorry for everything. i love you with my heart and without you i’m not me. i don’t know what came over me in that moment but i will never regret anything more than i did in that moment. you’re my soulmate y/n and i can’t continue living without you. i’ve lost sleep and i’m not the same person anymore. i’ve gotten snappier and i’m distancing myself from all my friends because i’m scared i’ll lose them too.”

“oh.”

step two - say nice things 

“i want you for worse or for better y/n and i would wait for thousands of years for you to come back to me and i wouldn’t regret it because it would mean i would have you again. i know i broke your heart but hopefully it means i can put it back together because i truly do love you y/n.”

“max you need to understand that it’ll take time for me to take you back because even though you regret it, i need to heal and maybe once i’ve healed i’ll let you back in. i do love you though max, always will and i thank you for loving me too.” 

“i won’t give up y/n, i’ll keep coming back.”

“i’ll be here max.”

step three - remind her how it use to be 

the second time max appeared at y/n’s, he found himself feeling much more confident than how he did during his first endeavour, daniel having given him some motivation. 

he takes a moment to breathe before knocking his fist on your door. 

“when you said you’d keep coming back i didn’t know you’d actually follow through with it.” 

“of course i would, i meant it when i said i wanted you back.”

you just stare at the man as he talks, arms crossed around your chest resting on your doorframe. 

“well… what do you have to say for yourself? or are you just gonna stand there and stare at me for half an hour?”

“well if you’re offerin-”

“max! get to the point please or i will close this door.” 

he only smiles, staring at your face, admiring you before coming to his senses and speaking once more. 

“i just wanted to remind you of the time we spent together, y'know. i mean i was just lying down on the sofa and just staring at some old photos and i was thinking of the nights where we would just stay and lay and cuddle. nights reserved just for you and i remember? or as soon as we both had time off work, then we’d just jet off to a new country and relax, tanning under the sun or skiing in the snow. we should do that soon, have a nice holiday to just relax and love each other, wouldn’t you just love that, a romantic holiday just for the pair of us?  i certainly would but we’d have to get back together first but i guess that’s why i’m here.” 

“that would be nice i guess but i could do that with any man, a man that wouldn’t selfishly try and get me to quit my job when he knows i love it so much.”

“they don’t know you like i do though y/n! they also don’t deserve someone as sweet and perfect as yo-”

“so what? that makes you the perfect man for me then?”

“yes it does as a matter of fact! i know that even though you say that you love redbull, you really wish that some other team was winning but you also love that i’m winning. you also say that you prefer dogs but jimmy and sassy are your only exceptions. i know that y/n and no other person knows that. you say that you don’t want kids but you can’t help but want them when you see luka and lio and yet you still always claim that you will forever be the cool aunt! i also know that even though you put up this strong front, i know that i hurt you and i know that i will have to fight hard for you but i promise y/n, i swear that i will fight for you, i really will.”

by the end of his speech, both yours and his ears are filled with tears.

“...max.. i don’t know what to say.”

“then don’t say anything but yes, don’t say anything but i trust you max. reassure me y/n, tell me that we still could be something, don’t give me false hope i swear. i know i messed up but i really didn’t mean it.” 

“i swear max, that if you fight for me hard enough, then i’ll let you back in.”

step four - Say more nice things!!! 

the next time you get a visit from max is a week later in the early hours of the day. 

knock. knock. knock. 

repeatedly max knocks his fist on the door, over and over. 

quickly you get up, rubbing your eyes, stretching your arms and legs as you walk across your apartment, yanking the door open. 

“max? what are you doing here? it’s…i don’t even know what time it is but it’s way too early for me to talk to you about this.”

“i couldn’t sleep y/n, you kept me awake, i couldn’t stop thinking about you and so that’s why i’m here. i’ve been losing sleep everyday anyway but tonight was just unbearable. i need you y/n, please.”

“come in max.”

so he does, walking towards the sofa when a cough breaks him out of his daydream.

“no max, if you can’t sleep then sleep in the bed.” 

max’s heart soars at the prospect of being back into your arms once more, which is why he immediately scoops you up into his arms and dumps you onto your bed, tucking the pair of you under the covers. 

it takes a few minutes of staring at the ceiling to finally break down and hold each other, you having the confidence to rest your head on his chest, that soothes you, listening to the beat of his heart. 

it’s silent before the sound of soft sobs are heard throughout the room. the sobs are then followed by shaking. it’s max. 

“i love you, so so much.” is all max can manage to get out. 

“i love you too max.” 

that’s all the reassurance he needs, both of you falling into a deep slumber holding each other, just as you always would.

and that’s how you get the girl.

a/n: so i didn't die but i've just been so unmotivated to write and i just keep coming up with new ideas but no words to go along with it but oh well! this is for 1989 tv xxx

[angieblogging]

Yelena Belova - Sociopath

A/N: This is simply my observation. If anyone wants to add anything to this feel free to. Please DO NOT repost this anywhere without giving credit, DO NOT claim as your own work or I will fucking get you. If you have any issues with this post feel free to let me know by commenting or in the “ask me” box. Be civil.

This is something the MCU probably won’t do, but you can always imagine lol… Yelena or at least how I see her shows sociopathic traits. I shall explain.

“Those with ASPD have no regard for others’ rights or feelings, lack empathy and remorse for wrongdoings, and have the need to exploit and manipulate others for personal gain. Nature and nurture play a role in ASPD. The reasons behind the disorder are not fully understood. The current belief is that psychopathy generally comes from genetic factors, such as parts of the brain not developing fully, while sociopathy results from an interruption in personality development by abuse or trauma in childhood.”

Obviously Yelena has childhood trauma, so yeah. Anyways so there are some traits I’d say fit her, here’s a list of traits and I’ll explain which ones I find suited to her and why.

SOCIOPATHIC TRAITS:

Lack of empathy for others

Impulsive behavior

Attempting to control others with threats or aggression

Using intelligence, charm, or charisma to manipulate others

Not learning from mistakes or punishment

Lying for personal gain

Showing a tendency to physical violence and fights

Generally superficial relationships

Sometimes, stealing or committing other crimes

Threatening suicide to manipulate without intention to act

I think couple traits match and those would be:

“lack of empathy for others”

she is an assassin, a killer, I’d say there’s no room for empathy and hard feelings there, obviously if the situation is different like for ex. Bucky’s, he has nightmares, is no longer a killer or an assassin, he has remorse and empathy that’s clearly shown through his screen time, the only times he lacks it is when he’s a Winter Solider, but even then he shows glimpses of it.

“impulsive behaviour”

she without hesitation went to take down the Red Room, which makes sense, as that place plays a big role in her childhood trauma. she literally bought herself a vest and my question is when?? got a dog, like bro you’re an assassin, when tf do you take walks? and as soon as she saw her opportunity to go back into killing, she did, which is to me at least quite odd. We don’t see that with Natasha, sure there are certain traits that stay with her, like paranoia probably, her spying skills, her ability to blend in and be on the run too, but Natasha would never, she did what she had to to survive, but she came out of it clean and wouldn’t approve, same thing with Oksana - the widow who freed Yelena, she was an older widow, she chose to help other widows, she made the antidote.

“using intelligence, charm, or charisma to manipulate others”

literally she manipulates Kate Bishop and apparently a bunch of audience. the important part is that she is no longer under the Red Room’s influence, so everything post her being a Black Widow is simply Yelena.

“showing a tendency to physical violence and fights”

self-exploratory. she got out of the red room, is literally free, went to help widows as that is what Natasha told her to do, lost Natasha, it all went downhill from there, she could’ve continued the mission, she went downhill from there and went back on the path of violence and such.

“not learning from mistakes or punishment”

she was a widow once, she killed people, i don’t even think she talks about that, she definitely talks about other widows. but she goes back to be the same thing she was freed from.

“sometimes, stealing or committing other crimes”

obviously, self-exploratory.

“lying for personal gain”

i don’t think we’ve seen her do that, but that is tying into the whole manipulation thing, so i wouldn’t be surprised if she had done that or was intending to in the future projects.

[invisibleraven]

"I would love to go with you. Not as friends." and Rulie or peterpatterlina?

Julie bit her lip as she took in the suitcase in front of her, filled to the brim full of the things she would nee for the trip. A trip she wasn't sure she should be going on.

On the one hand, she had always wanted to see Brazil, the culture, the food, the sights and sounds. Sure she would have preferred to go during Carnivale, but beggars couldn't be choosers.

Plus she would technically be working, earning her 10% while Luke did his whole photo shoot promo deal.

But therein lay the problem-the Luke of it all.

She didn't regret their break up a few years ago, nor the few trysts they'd had since then. They weren't right for one another back then, and they had become better people for the separation.

Yet now they were both older, wiser. Luke was more accountable for his actions now, much less self centered and mature. Julie could see them being good together now, in a more balanced, equal relationship that was about the both of them, not just her playing arm candy and Luke playing the cocky rock star.

Yet... Julie's heart was torn. Because as much as she cared for Luke, could see a real future with him... Reggie still owned a part of her heart.

Reggie who had grown so much in the year they had spent broken up. Who was open and sharing, willing to let Julie in and let her know his damage, and able to deal with hers as well. Who didn't want to hold her back, but saw that he could stand by her while propping her up and letting her shine. Who proved he was willing to try again-and be better this time.

Thus why Julie was so conflicted. She knew if she went on this trip with Luke, they would fall back together, of that there was no doubt. But was that fair to either of them? To give herself to Luke when she still loved Reggie too?

Plus... well Julie wasn't blind, she could see the way that Luke and Reggie looked at each other. The sneaky, stolen looks and tension between them. They way they denied that there was nothing but a hard won friendship and mutual respect between them.

Then an idea struck her. She ran it past Luke first, but amidst a lot of blushing, he admitted to wishing he had the strength to tell her long ago how he felt. For them both.

She grinned, pulling him in to a kiss, and pulled out her phone to FaceTime Reggie.

"Hey cariño," she said, smiling at Reggie who grinned, and if she wasn't mistaken, blushed a little when he noticed Luke right next to her.

"Hello darlin', Lukie. What's up?"

"Do you have a passport?" Luke asked.

"My passport?" Reggie repeated, confused. "I mean, yeah. Needed it for that trip to Amsterdam a few months back."

"Ah, windmills," Luke sighed, and Julie made a mental note to ask about that.

"Anyways, Luke has a shoot in Brazil next week," Julie said. "He invited me, so I can get my fee, and we were wondering if you'd like to come with us."

"As a friend?" Reggie asked.

"Or more if you want it," Luke offered.

There was a moment of silence, and Julie held her breath, watching as Reggie thought, and she clutched Luke's hand in hers, hoping against hope. Finally Reggie spoke.

"I would love to go with you. Not as friends."

"Yes!" Julie and Luke chorused, high fiving. Reggie laughed.

"We'll need to talk first," he said. "And maybe it won't work... but I'm willing to try."

"That's all we ask babe," Luke said.

"I'll arrange everything and send you the tickets," Julie said. "Digital this time. Gibson doesn't seem to know you can still get paper tickets."

Reggie gave a weak laugh at that, but Julie knew it was water under the bridge between them now, that fateful trip they didn't take-the beginning of their end. But she looked at the fond look he was sending her-and Luke and wondered if maybe this could the beginning of something much more beautiful.

And if not? They would always have Brazil.

[wxtchpilot]

[ Okay, think I'm able to mention at least one thing about the ending right now. My brain feels clearer so might even make a post about the episode later too (probably after work but anyway).

What stands out to me about the ending, not only its visuals and clear intent on showing us something, but the fact that Suletta's hair is out for the latter half of it.

Suletta's natural hairstyle consists of using her mother's headband and two ponytail holder...bands. Not sure what else to call them haha. Either way, that's what her hair consists of.

Now, Suletta has taken off the ponytail holders before, she does whenever she's in her pajamas, yet she always keeps her mother's headband on.

The only time I can think of this NOT being the case is when she's talking to Miorine about building a school on Mercury.

Though this was also before she joined Earth House so not sure if that made any difference either. As time went on in the first season, it was clear the headband was important to Suletta, even from her innocent comment in the first episode where she was being teased by some students about how her mother told her to wear that "backwater" headband but she didn't realize it and happily said "of course!"

So it's obvious why Suletta would treasure such a thing from her mother.

However, when getting into the season 2 ending, in the beginning we have Suletta attempting to connect, or reach??, out to Miorine only to fail.

This can be due to how Suletta's actions in episode 12 created an even bigger wall between them, despite their rather personal conversation in episode 11.

When she fails to connect with Miorine, Aerial then appears and it feels she's attempting to do the same thing.

(A side note is that in this ending, Aerial is actually in her original design, not the Rebuild version, which is interesting as well).

But soon enough, Aerial strikes her right in the chest, and from there it starts feeling like some sort of metamorphosis or a change within Suletta, and from there her hair out and free.

(Honestly the lines showing on her body at this point are also curious and food for the mind, since it's like the markings that show up when someone is using a permet score).

(this whole sequence of her being "bathed in red" is so strong, her conducting the GUND-bits with confidence like she is, we haven't seen this version of Suletta before, not in such a light. It gives off a completely different feel than anything else. Also nice note of the first image is her creating the UI of Aerial that's in the cockpit).

(Some people attributed this part of her and Miorine "dancing" as a window into who Suletta truly is, Miorine seeing her true self, hence Miorine's eye glowing/shining immediately before this. Miorine is clearly apprehensive, whether due to seeing Suletta in another light in episode 12, how she struggles with that, her feelings or maybe even any future things she learns about Gundams and how Suletta is connected, we just don't know the exact reasons yet. But she eventually allows herself to lean back and spin as Suletta holds her steady, as if she learned let herself trust her despite her hesitations. IDK. Also, of course, very nice how their necklaces and shoes are each other's respective colors; Miorine wearing red shoes and a red necklace, Suletta wearing white shoes and a white necklace).

Even at the very end, when she's back in her school uniform with Miorine, her hair is still fully out and not held back by her mother's headband and the ponytail holders.

(another personal sidenote; their hands shaking as they interlace their fingers together. Some people have said it was mainly Miorine but I honestly think it's both of them shaking. Feels like a lot of uncertainty between them, maybe once again about their feelings, what they're about to be thrown into from any truths they may be hit with, their feelings for each other, etc. Yet despite the uncertainty, or the hesitation, they still try to connect with each other, or maybe go through the struggles together).

Frankly, I attribute this to possibly "breaking free" from her mother's influence. Regardless of Prospera's true feelings or intentions, it IS known that she's using her daughter for revenge without her knowledge, as revealed in the small novel. And Suletta is so naïve and innocent that she would never even DARE think that her mother would be using her or even be a bad person. She even calls her mother a "magician" in episode 13 that somehow manages to keep her moving forward, despite how scared she is.

The hard lesson that Suletta may have to end up learning is that her mother is not entirely innocent or this picture perfect person she sees her as. I don’t think she’ll end up hating her mother, and I still firmly believe that Prospera loves Suletta dearly despite her actions.

Because for Suletta to not wear her mother’s headband in her uniform makes it feel like she’s WILLINGLY choosing not to wear it and it’s not because she has to go to sleep or something like that. She would be choosing not to wear it in her day to day tasks and that’s such a huge step.

It will surely be a painful one, something that Suletta will have to deal with and possibly confront her own personal feelings on the matter, but something that I find interest in, and look forward to seeing if it DOES happen.

After all, this is just a interpretation of the ending and how I personally attribute her hair haha.

I feel like I'm looking too deep into this ending but it's so visually appealing and full of, what I assume to be, references to so many things that we just don't know yet since the season just started.

If I could find the translation of the song and think about the lyrics at each specific scene, then whew, brain might explode.

The opening has its own visually appealing things as well but probably save that for another post.

EITHER WAY, YEAH. This ending is a very strong one, this is why I love watching opening and endings to shows. It can give hints or tell stories of their own before the whole entire season is even finished airing haha. But again, I won't be making predictions, I'm not good at those, these are just personal thoughts and doesn't mean any of it will even happen.

I'm eager to simply enjoy the journey, wherever it may take us. ]

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Another Reason For Me To View Devil (From Cuphead) As a Steven

even if this shouldn’t be taken seriously or like in a wrong way, but we know that Sans is considered to be a future self of Steven Quartz Universe.

and well even if I did talk about this type of theory before, but here goes...

if you haven’t watched the three seasons so far of the Cuphead Show, it would be best to watch the episodes first before reading this.

anyway besides the whole pink bubbles and being able to shape shift.

the other reason I believe that Devil from the Cuphead Show, could be seen as Steven reborn as The Devil, is because he ends up fusing with Santa Claus.

even if it was a spell, but at the same time we could view it being possible thanks to Devil’s physical manifestation of light consciousness having genetics of a gem in it.

if Devil was a Steven, he would be the version that doesn’t become Sans,

and would of been the Steven that had first traveled back in time just to fix some mistakes and problems, and who had his time clones turn on him whenever he brought up anything negative or tried to explain something to them, but even if that version of Steven did the right thing in the end.

he was the original Steven before being replace by the Steven we know now. 

so if some fans of both Steven Universe, Undertale and Cuphead,

can view Sans being like the future self of Steven that appears in both the original and future series, then I can view Devil from Cuphead Show as being the version of Steven that broke that time traveling item, to fix things so the Steven that was his past self, didn’t have to go through the same mess.

it be interesting if deep down, Devil still has some memories of his past life as Steven, the one who made sure that his past self didn’t end up making the same mistake with time travel as him.

like picture Cuphead or Mugman or Henchman finding a box of Cookie Cats, and when they say the word “Cookie Cat”

Devil starts to be triggered and sings the song that Steven would sing.

and when re-watching some of the episodes of Cuphead Show, I know that those bubbles that go around the things and person that Devil holds dear, are indeed a pink color.

even if this weird thought could be like Fanon and Alternate Universe, I still think it is a interesting idea about the Steven that had died in the past episodes, who was the original Steven, becoming reborn as The Devil from the Cuphead Universe.

while the new version of him, ends up becoming Sans of Undertale.

 even if Pearl isn’t biologically Steven’s Mom, she can still be considered his real mother, and she has formed a bond with him where she does consider him her baby.

so picture if a version of her, that survived from the other timelines where Steven went missing, and the Steven that started the whole mess, his version of Pearl didn’t give up trying to look for him, and found a way to get to him, but when she did so, the timeline she was originally in started to break apart.

so picture Pearl ending up falling into the Cuphead Universe, and when meeting Devil trying once again trying to get Cuphead’s Soul and knowing right away that Devil is Steven reborn.

Pearl could have a different outfit from the other version of her from the new main timeline of Steven Universe.

and despite what her son’s become, she could still hold some love for him, and might blame herself for him time traveling and what he had to do to fix everything back to normal.

all fans can have different headcanons and theories, plus the whole Devil from Cuphead being the version of Steven that died with the rest of the Steven Clones, is just one of those types of ideas that don’t have to be canon, but can be like fanon and semi-canon.

I’m weird and sometimes weird ideas pop into my head, and Devil from the Cuphead Show being a reborn version of that Steven that first started the time traveling mess and had to fight his Steven Clones, is just one of those weird ideas and I like it, and it’s okay not everyone agrees with it.

it’s fine if only a few like that idea about Devil from the Cuphead Show being the reincarnation of that version of Steven Quartz Universe.

at least he is the version of himself, that didn’t find out Greg wasn’t all that great than how he seem, I mean sure he still has his good points, but I still think most of his views on his parents were stupid, I mean if they did make him take up wrestling, it was probably for self-defense, and Greg needing a curfew and chaperons was probably to keep him safe.

plus there was the whole crying wolf he did, when using that whistle and even lying about still being hurt.

him NEVER using the new money he got to put Steven at school, like either getting a home tutor, or like online classes, him never taking Steven to the doctor even once, just because he is a gem doesn’t mean his human half doesn’t still need to see a doctor.

Connie’s Mom had every right to not be happy with Greg, when she found out that Steven’s Dad never took him to the doctor.

it doesn’t help that Greg says when talking to Steven, “Your a Gem.”

not that “your Half-Gem”, Steven is still Half-Human, and his human body might be a mix of some form of organic and some stuff that make up a gem.

and even if some fans might think that Steven had no right to get mad at Greg the way he did in Steven Universe Future, but I think he did have a right to be mad at Greg.

and Greg wasn’t helping by keeping playing that song “Mr. Universe”

and he wasn’t only making things worse, and we know that the whole negative stuff that Steven went through, didn’t start in Steven Universe Future.

Steven was going through a breaking point that started to show, it’s possible that it first started in the movie, after finding out what Rose/Pink did to Spinel.

I still want to view that the Rose that is Steven’s Mom, could turn out to be a different Pink Diamond, that was created by the Original who had left Spinel in the garden.

and the pink diamond that is Steven’s gem, was a new diamond that was created by Rose, and when she fragmented a part of her light and placed into the gem, it broke into two pieces, one staying in the gem and the other becoming the organic part of the human half of Steven’s soul.

and if Devil was one of the Steven’s from that time traveling episode, he could possibly have his Pink Half somewhere in his domain.

like picture a Pink-Devil being the one in charge of placing Devil’s items and even Henchman in Pink Bubbles, to get him to work on getting more souls.        

but Devil doesn’t like anyone seeing his other half aka his “brother”

and like if Devil sees Pink-Devil, he will scream “GET BACK IN YOUR ROOM!”

that would be funny and interesting, well I think it would be. XD

but yeah, another reason for viewing Devil as a reincarnation of a version of Steven, possibly the one who started the whole time traveling mess...

is because of the whole fusing with Santa Claus, I mean he can shape shift and ends up having pink bubbles, that Devil-Boy be a Steven.

it be weird if he did one of those memes

where he says “I’m the D, to the e, v, i, l...” and then says he’s “devilicious.”

that be weird if the Devil from the Cuphead series did that, and kind of funny.

[ciel-phantomhives-world]

Here's my thought about what might happen to Lizzie, once she decides to fight again.

She might find out about what the twins went through or maybe she might not know at all, even if the whole manga ends. But, I would be really, really happy if she and people like Francis, Alexis finds out about who attacked the Phantomhives, then whatever happened to the twins in that one month and maybe about Angelina's true nature as well (if I'm not asking for too much).

In my opinion, I believe that once (hypothetically speaking) Lizzie eventually stops feeling guilty for not knowing that it was our Ciel the whole time or for developing feelings for Our Ciel or for being disappointed had our Ciel came back as his true self and just moves on and somehow, somewhat gets over it or heals, well, somewhat then maybe she will choose our ciel's side.

She may think to herself, once she gets a bit better, about how she's actually helping a bizarre doll (one of the zombies that she, herself just fought back at that Campania cruise but this one is just the body of her beloved fiance and looks a bit more improved and better) and she may eventually realize or accept that Real Ciel has been dead for a long time (if she still isn't aware of what Real Ciel truly is) and nothing can bring him back to life or back to how he naturally was as a human and that nothing can heal or cure Real Ciel as he is but a bizarre doll who's forever going to be dependent on human blood and whatnot. She may put some logical thoughts to this matter and eventually realize that it's a lost, hopeless cause for what's lost is already lost and hence cannot be restored as once was. She may try to see a future with Real Ciel but everytime she tries to do such, she gets reminded of real Ciel's current state and the fact that it's not an illness or a disease that's going to be cured eventually but it's just a fake empty shell made by undertaker to somehow give him and people like Lizzie the illusion of real Ciel still being there with them even though he died 3 years ago.

Unlike undertaker, she might end up respecting the dead people and eventually learn to accept the fact that Real Ciel is gone and that none of that is her fault and all she can do is just move on. She may learn to let things go that are already gone but rather protect the things that are still out there (her other cousin, our Ciel, for example). And then, once she learns that, she may realize that she already did a lot for Real Ciel, starting from wearing low heels to backing him up as a bizarre doll, then having to see Real Ciel do so many shady, cruel stuff to other people but still keeping her mouth shut (if she did see how much low Real Ciel has stooped to by killing many innocents), although undertaker is the one pulling the strings here, but still.

I'm pretty sure that if Elizabeth is aware of whatever Real Ciel/ undertaker is actually doing (the framing, killing innocents including Agni, then having many blood collecting branches, etc) then she's definitely not enjoying being a part of that. She knows (or would know) that all of that are wrong, evil, fucked up and r crimes and that her parents didn't raise her to be a vile person as undertaker. She may eventually realize that being involved with Real Ciel/undertaker is actually filled with way more guilt than all those other remorse that she's feeling right now. Problem is that we readers don't really know that how much Lizzie actually knows about this whole thing.

But anyways, if she takes her time and think all of these thoroughly then she would realize that the best thing to do right now is to either do nothing and just sit back and watch whoever is going to win this battle or just help Our Ciel (to make up for betraying him) since I believe that she already helped Real Ciel enough (and she even knows that undertaker and real Ciel are up to no good) even though it's a moving dead body that she has helped. She may not even like any of the twins romantically anymore or even want any of them to be her fiance but she may fight the good fight, for the justice as that's what midfords r supposed to be doing (according to Alexis and Edward).

If real Ciel mastermind theory comes true then she may end up hating Real Ciel forever, who knows. Lizzie might even try to find out about whatever happened to the twins in her own way while the twins r having "this brotherly battle". Whatever happens, I believe that Lizzie is not going to stay with Real Ciel for that long as the thought of having to do more degrading stuff (like being involved with killing other innocent people) just to keep a bizarre doll alive is way more remorseful than the guilt of not being able to tell her fiance apart from his twin or even catching feelings for that twin. She might even learn that doing anymore "wrong" stuff, just for real Ciel's sake is going to be just too much for her to handle (plus more new guilts for her).

Anyways, at the end, I think that Lizzie might try to protect our Ciel from Real Ciel or undertaker or whoever and she might be getting herself into a deadly situation but then all of a sudden, the fatal blow that Lizzie is supposed to be taking might be taken by Edward, who knows. So, it goes like this, in my head:

Our Ciel fighting with real Ciel leads to Elizabeth being either confused in her dilemma or neutral about the whole thing, so she just tries to stop these 2 from fighting or either chooses one side and then the fight might get dangerous/out of control and then right at the final moment, her brother jumps in at the right time and takes the blow and then he dies (I hope he doesn't though). And before Edward hypothetically dies, he tells Lizzie to not get into any life threatening situations anymore, protect herself, just be herself, enjoy her life, and most importantly be a kid (that she wasn't able to do as she had way too much going on ever since she was a toddler 😢). Or hey, the one sacrificing themselves for Elizabeth might not be Edward but rather Francis or Alexis. Then she might either just mourn her brother's/mother's /father's death and in the meanwhile, Sebastian, undertaker and the twins finish it off once and for all. After the battle ends, let's say nobody's alive except some (if not all of the remaining) servants, ranmao, lau and Lizzie. All of them goes on their own different paths from now on and Lizzie gets the hell out from being associated with anybody that works for the queen. At the end, there's no Phantomhive anymore, queen might be dead or whatever and some of the people who knew the Phantomhives might make it alive but keep everything that has happened to themselves (just like Arthur Conan Doyle) and move on and live a free, completely different life while sometimes remembering whatever happened or missing the Phantomhives.

BLACK BUTLER/KUROSHITSUJI SPOILERS

Don’t continue if you don’t want to be spoiled

So if you continued reading this then you know what’s happened in the manga series so far.

We all know Lizzy ended up betraying ociel after being lied to and with rciel’s return. I had a theory before that Lizzy would eventually go back to ociel after she’s sorted through her feelings and thoughts. I personally think rciel is always going to have a special place in her heart like he has one in ociels heart but I think the one she actually fell for out of the twins is ociel based off the scenes we saw in the manga all this time. I think the same can be said for ociel even if he hasn’t realized it yet. I think there’s enough moments that show although he tried to keep a distance between them he also grew extremely protective and fond over her. That being said, like I said before my theory is that Lizzy will return to ociel in the end but I just came up with another theory while rereading the manga. Honestly though I hope this ain’t a theory that will come true because I think ociel and Lizzy deserve happiness in general after everything they’ve both been through.

What if this scene here is foreshadowing that Lizzy will end up dying at the end of the series?

We see ociel see another family and then thinks of his parents and twin brother rciel who’s pulling Lizzy with them. If they were all looking back at ociel I wouldn’t have even thought about this theory but a small detail caught my attention. Vincent, Rachel, and rciel are looking back to Lizzy like she’s meant to be with them as they lead her away to where they’re going. We know canon wise the rest of ociels close family is already dead. While ociel sees this he tries stopping them from all leaving but he can’t reach them.

Now we have seen that Lizzy is the only person left that he truly cares for and has a special place for. Ociel tried keeping a distance to stop her from getting to close as well as him getting too close to her but it failed as we can see with how much he cares about her and does anything to try and make her happy.

He always tried keeping her happy and made sure that she wouldn’t see anything that would taint her or change her like he did. He didn’t want her to see anything he saw of how cruel the world could be even to the point where he thought that she would be heartbroken if he came back and revealed he wasn’t really Ciel. Here’s another clue although it ain’t from ociel directly. Just look at how the phantomhive servants. Look at how much effort they put into making sure Lizzy doesn’t hear anything going on during the book of circus arc. They know how special she is to ociel that they do everything in their power to make sure she is just as protected from the dangers or situations in general that she shouldn’t see.

Here’s more direct proof of how ociel wants to always protect Lizzy

Now let met get into this important panel here for my theory that Lizzy might possibly die at the end of the series

As you can see we have ociel saying he’ll definitely protect Lizzy one of the people he loves. He has guilt that he failed everyone else. In this particular scene ociel hugs her close trying to shield her with his body even if they’re the ones who both die in the end because of the zombies remember Seb still wasn’t anywhere in sight during this scene so ociel was ready to put himself between her and the zombies to try and protect her even if it ended up failing and he didn’t have anything else.

Now I would like to think ociel would be able to protect Lizzy like he has multiple times but I don’t know if he’ll be able to in the end based off of what Lizzy says in these two panels

Now we see here Lizzy wants to know what happened with Ciel but he’s closed off and she wants to protect him. Some people may argue but she was talking like this when she thought it was rciel. Lizzy as shown here is completely torn and confused in between rciel and ociel

If she didn’t care or love ociel she would have easily chosen rciels side but she doesn’t. We see she’s torn about what to do and decides to stay by rciels side out of guilt for not realizing ociel wasn’t him and I also think she feels guilty even more because she actually grew feelings for ociel too although thinking she’d always only love rciel. Now look back at the two manga scenes before lizzy’s break down. She says she wants to know more about Ciel and wants to protect him this time. While she protected ociel in the past she has yet to do it with her recognizing ociel as his true self(aka his real name and identity that we have yet to find out in the manga).

As I said before the manga shows that Lizzy is torn between both twins. In one part in that scene she admits to herself just how horrible she was when thinking what would have happened if ociel came back and revealed the truth in which she scares herself with the thought that she might have thought I wish it was rciel who came back. I also think she has guilt over this and acknowledges that she not only failed rciel but ociel by making him feel like this. So to sum it up we saw Lizzy protect ociel when she thought it was rciel but not her protecting ociels true self.

My theory is that once she’s gotten her feelings and thoughts cleared up she’ll return to ociels side alone with edward. Though I feel like somehow she’s going to find out what ociel and rciel went through even without being told by ociel. Now why do I think this? Because the truth is bound to come out like we saw with ociel faking his identity. I don’t think Lizzy would just sit around without questions. She already stated she wanted to know what happened but this reveal should have been one to make her more curious as to why ociel lied in the first place. Since she can’t go directly to him and ask questions herself maybe she’ll do her own investigation where she finds out the truth.

Do you remember the one scene after the book of circus arc where Nina comes in and takes measurements of ociel while she tries to make him and Lizzy matching clothes??? Ociel tries to desperately hide the mark on his back from her. Some people may say he tried to hide it from Agni and Soma too but here’s small differences in that scene.

Ociel tried hiding it from Lizzy multiple times refusing for her to see it(ex 1:placing his hand over his mark on his back 2:Seb coming in to cover the mark for him 3. Asking Lizzy to turn away because he was shy 4.Not allowing Lizzy to help him change into a new shirt)

When Agni and soma came in they didn’t even have time to question anything since they had no idea and Seb quickly covered it from all 3 of them. Lizzy on the other hand saw everything from the way ociel and Seb acted even looking slightly confused as to why he was acting weird. We all know Lizzy is quite observant as it was revealed she had little suspicion grow overtime.

What if she finds out what the twins went through while investigating and has a hard time believing it but if she comes face to face with ociel again and sees that mark/decides to look at it and has everything confirmed then what? She’ll only grow more guilty for not being able to help both twins in anyway.

Her and ociel already lost rciel so what if she refuses to lose ociel too? In this type of situation I feel like she’d go back to his side with Edward/forgive ociel but die trying to protect him.

I’d like to think this won’t happen but that scene of his parents and rciel taking Lizzy with them while ociel tried to stop them from leaving worries me a bit. I would personally love ociel and Lizzy to be okay in the end but idk. We know this manga is really dark. While I do think Lizzy will eventually accept her feelings for ociel and go back to his side and help him after she knows everything I also can’t see it happening without something going wrong such as Lizzy dying to protect Ciel.

Since I can’t share anymore photos here since I reached the limit for this post let me share this one line ociel said during the book of circus arc in the end.

“I am indeed arrogant however I’m not so arrogant as to boast irresponsibly that I can save anyone”

Ociel has stated and shown multiple times he wants to protect Lizzy at all cost. He may have been able to protect her better if things had stayed the same before the reveal but he’s lost her, she’s changed and so did everything else. So that line specifically stands out even more to me now.

Now if we’re talking about going really dark and let’s say this does happen if anything could make it worse it is that Seb has the chance to save Lizzy but doesn’t due to wanting ociel to suffer even more and making the deal when completed even better for himself. I don’t even want to think much about that scenario because he could very well do that. We saw he only is gentle with Lizzy because of ociel but when ociel ain’t around he doesn’t care at all for her. If in this scenario ociel was too panicked and worried over her Seb can come with the excuse that ociel didn’t order him to save her in his state/that he’s only responsible of keeping ociel alive until their bargain is completed.

Anyways this was long but what do you all think? Do you think that scene was foreshadowing? And what are your predictions for what will happen to ociel and Lizzy in the end of the story?

[zxvtrpnljhfdb]

I fucked up BIG

I had my usual rant all prepared for the afternoon when I fatfingered it. I hadn't blocked my ex on my main account so that they could communicate with me about their dog, who's staying in the apartment while they're out on their....... whatever staycation.

The detective was supposed to be by tomorrow, but they were able to come out after I got off work. So they served my ex with the warrant for the computer, but I don't think they were necessarily able to get a warrant for the hard-drive, which my ex took with fOr SoMe MySteRiOuS rEaSOn.

Anyway, just before they came through, my ex had stopped by to get the dog. They forgot their keys??? I've never seen them forget their keys. I just gave them the leash, dog attached, and the dog did the rest.

Finally, about an hour ago, their new plaything brought the dog back. She is seriously sick. I hope it's not contagious.

Anyway, so my dumb ass was all crowing about how amazing my life has become--I have a stable employer, I've had a really stable living condition. I don't think my partner necessarily meant to give me that self-esteem boost, but I deserve it. We have had money to pay rent every single month. And in large part, I owe that to myself. Now, there were a few months where she did carry us herself. She does deserve that little credit. Those few months were awesome. This place was so fucking clean. There were even a few months where we both worked. Not at all sure where the fuck all that money went to.

I was also stupidly, stupidly crowing about how the fertility situation was actually good, I'm just concerned that the sperm was bunk.

Then, like I mentioned, I mentioned the cops coming to literally solve our dispute over the computer. It was mostly coincidence that she was apparently coming back, keys in hand, to supposedly return the dog, and she ran into the cops.

I put all my fucking cards out there in this stupid blog post. I can't fucking believe she got it open or up so fucking quick. All I can fucking hope is she navigated away from it before she could record it. But that's a slim hope.

I have been so fucking sleep deprived this week. I'm really happy between the depression and my hormones, things are going better for me physically, because otherwise these last few weeks, I'm not sure how I would have been able to handle things. In the about hour between the time they called to say they were on their way, and the time they arrived, I actually passed the fuck out and I was so fucking groggy when they got here.

The camera gal took pictures of e v e r y t h i n g. And I am not even remotely proud of how this place looks, it is abso-fuckin-lutely trashed. It is so embarrassing. It's still gonna be a dump when I'm fully out.

I filed a TRO. Between this and the CSAM issue..........I see soooooooooo many hours in court in my future.........

That my ex finally blocked me is of truly cold comfort. It is not that hard to make up new accounts to keep an eye on people. Even if I cut and dyed my hair and posted a whole entire thing about a negative pregnancy test, I've shown that I can apparently lie pretty goddamn well when I feel unsafe. Or, sorry, apparently, according to my ex, I don't feel unsafe. I'm making it up for attention.

False, but, potayto potahto, right? I have plenty of reasons to feel unsafe around my ex. I'm no longer of any value to them with someone more malleable and with more money around. They've pointed a gun at me so many times, but like hahaha like funny don't be so serious take a joke. Her first response when ending it was to clear out the bank account of my money. Money that I earned. Money that was supposed to go to rent and utilities for the person who earned it. Instead, she high-rolled her fucking vacation with it. But oh, I guess she really needed it more than I do.

So yeah, this high likelihood of pregnancy could turn out to just be really good evidence that the engines just need some actually functional sperm and she still wouldn't believe me. I wouldn't be safe.

So I at least need a restraining order.

Anyway, I need sleep. With this level of stress, I probably am going to have to try again later. With all the fucking harassing and lying and bullying, I wouldn't be surprised if it did get fertilized but my uterus was just like, nope! My eyes are struggling to focus so I'm out

[puffin-smoke]

Duarte took a few steps back. "I mean, no, but- are you sure?" They narrowed their eyes at him. "You sure you didn't hit your head or some shit? Your leg acting up?"

1 - Been turning this over in my head for a while, and it can go one of two ways. Duarte is a self aggrandising asshole who took the crocodile bite as just another reason to continue the way she did; someone who didn't care for anyone, who thought herself incapable of doing any wrong. OR after the bite she fully loses confidence in herself as a hunter while simultaneously having to confront the fact that she was a shit person, thus becoming more anxious, jittery and oftentimes spineless. The first one wouldn't really make sense for staying with the , so I'm going with the second :D

(its rambling time motherfucker) Duarte's disgust over everything she had done now manifests as an extreme anxiety, instead of main!Duarte's anger. Duarte doesn't entirely trust herself to not hurt people again, so she never tries to make amends, simply wallowing in her regrets. They tend to not establish boundaries and are very easily pushed into doing things, because they have convinced themself that they would make the wrong call. She went into that swamp to try one last time, to see if she could ever be the hunter she had thought she was. Getting caught in that trap didn't give her the confidence they needed. She's quite soft-spoken and tends to ramble out of nervousness. Can she fight? Probably, but she won't. She'll sprint away, even if there are people who need her help. They don't think they can help, so she won't even try. I'd like to think main!Duarte has quite a bit of hope for the future. She believes that things can get better, that they can make things better. But Switch doesn't think that. She thinks she already knows what will happen, that their future is already written. They can't fix things, so why try? Why apologise when you already know they won't forgive you?

2 - Fun fact: I gave Duarte her poncho-cloak-thing to sort of represent how she's emotionally closed off; it covers her whole torso, her heart, so she seems less vulnerable. It also looks cool as fuck. ANYWAY, Switch!Duarte would have a different version of this. No poncho, but an oversized scarf of the same colours. It would cover her mouth and chin and be long enough to hit the floor (god I love characters with oversized scarfs). no idea what else she wears but, yknow. Cool scarf.

I had an AU idea and I wanna share it with you!!! But we're doing it through a scenario cause it's been a while, sooo let's go!

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??? AU:

Bug had been hanging out with Chester in the forest, nothing out of the ordinary, just relaxing by the trees. Chester was mumbling to himself, clearly irritated as he always was, Bug chose to ignore his grumbles and lay back against the tree slowly feeling their eyes drift shut

They were suddenly startled awake when they heard a giggle coming from beside them, they shot up and glanced around. They noticed that the forest seemed...different. I mean it had trees, grass, plants...but it was different, it wasn't their forest. Bug quickly shake away the feeling, once again searching for the source of the noise

They saw a familiar individual stood nearby, Chester! Except..there was something very different about him, his whole...vibe was off. Bug groaned slightly, their head aching slightly, this caused Chester (?) to spin around.

"Oh!!! *Bug*, you're awake! ^^"

Wtf was he doing...was he...smiling? Huh? Chester never smiled, let alone like that. The Chester like person came over and crouched beside Bug, he grabbed their hand, pulled them up onto their feet and embraced them in a super tight hug!

"You were asleep for soooo long hun! I missed you!"

Bug was so confused, who tf was this and how did they look like Chester? He tried to shrug hun off as they asked if he was feeling alright?

"Hm? Of course I am darling! What, is it so wrong to miss my best friend??"

He hugged them tighte before finally letting go. Bug just stood there, they were so bloody confused. Why was Chester being like this?

What does Bug do now they're stuck with this...alternate Chester?

(AU reveal under the cut)

The AU is a sort of Switch AU, where every Bugs personality is flipped. I'll use Chester to explain, in normal AU he's a reserved, anxious asshole who hates physical affection but in the Switch AU he's an energetic, confident, fluffball who is full of love! Here's a silly drawing of Switch! Chester

Their backstory doesn't necessarily change, just how they responded to it!

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So here's a couple questions bout your Switch! AU Bug :D

1. What is your Bug like in this AU?

2. Have there been any changes to their backstory or outfit?

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